You are nowhere...!

Your presence makes me live all again.
All my efforts to avoid you, goes in vain.
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No moment passes without your existence.
Your ignorance for even a second, makes me loose all my patience.
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Something deep inside my heart says you are there,
Despite knowing very well that you are nowhere...
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Why do you want me to be left up with nothing.
Do you find pleasure, to leave my soul struggling.
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I'm fed up of pretending, when things are just not fine.
Is this your dare or all the faults are mine,to believe...
You are there,despite knowing very well that you are nowhere.

There was time when I used to breathe you.
My ears were desperate to listen you.
You were all that I needed to be glad.
when I woke up in the evenings.
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You were there, when I showed my love.
And then to care, how much I hated you.
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All is the same,
I still want you to be there,
May be even more.
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But the only difference is,
Now you are nowhere.