Friday, 28 October 2016

Definining myself...

My mother  is my favourite..

May be i'll never be emotional again.
May be I've cried for the last time.
Wealth sucks, so does poverty.

And music i'll still listen to.
It might mean something else from now on. 
It's neither too late nor too soon.
Trust me I've had all my options.
I love myself a bit more than anybody else in this world.
I may take time.
I may struggle and fail.
I may fall few times before I learn.

May be i'll never find another love.
I was born on. Ya  you'll never know it.
And ya I take nothing  for free.
I forgive.
I love.
I don't believe in growing followers.
I believe in following.
I believe in one god.
It's difficult to give a message from here.

I'm a different me all the time.
I'm here there, everywhere.
Everything is for me.
Everything is for you.

Olympics is the worst it can get.
I appreciate sports but hate politicians.
Mr.  Narendra Modi is the best the world can get.
Us elections is the least I'm interested in.

News is gossip.
Don't make a profession out of it.

Don't use plastic at all, rest will fall in place.
Protect the wild.
Help the needy.
Feel the pain of others first.

Don't run over fame or money.
Don't judge me coz I'm saying exactly what I mean right now.

I might say it to show dummy sometimes, but not now.
I think the master of oracle is dual.
So it has a  round building.
Comma and full.

It's okay if papa's girl ain't dreaming today. She's done dreaming.

@sia your  songs are awesome!

Lol
looks like twitter is crying.

I ain't looking though, my instincts are awesome!

Love for  my family.

I wish I had a better version of the  phone I'm using. This  sucks.

And  girls are girls. Also can have valid account on twitter. Don't have to have trust issues all the time.

Am I reading my mind for the first time in my life?
I have so much stuff to share.
*Maa kasam khatam hi nai ho raha*

(I don't have internet connection today in my phone. I'll share it definitely but promise )

*sharing today*

Hence proved. I'm more possessive about my writing than you are.
Lol.

Table tennis is my favourite sport. I can play that with men.
Lol

Don't think of something rubbish in this too. You people are very idiot. I keep saying something and then again something.

Why do you have to always think in one direction. Explore ya!

Sunday, 9 October 2016

foot prints

Be it small or large,
Pairs of a foot print always similar.
Prints of ego,
Prints of shyness,
Prints of dislike.
Or be it
Prints of love,
Prints of care,
Prints of worry.
In a man made floor,
Stuggling for exsistance.
Sometimes bearing
And sometimes daring.
So innocent, so beautiful.
Every step side by side.
Never trying to mix with each other,
But always together!
But always together!
But always together!

Ps:From my old dairy. Wrote in 2010 around.

Saturday, 1 October 2016

Rubbish

What I am feeling right now is something I shouldn't.
I mean who knows the the feeling of numbness at this time in life. People at this time are busy.
Busy being in love, busy finding love, busy faking I love, busy understanding one.
Some watch different laughter channels which I can't hate any more.
People watching hollywood bollywood movies.
People marrying, people dating.
But what I am bothered right now is my notepad isn't fast enough. I know this is weird.
Im weird.
The type of love I want can't exsist. Trust me I have had all judged and checked.
Even if you find one you can't have one.
Its not like I'm feeling lonely before. Just that these days its more frequent.
These days things entertain me less.
I'm becoming less materialistic. Good for me. But what about me being happy.
Feels like Im not at the right place now. I think Im needed somewhere more badly. Good thing is I know. Bad thing is I don't know about what to do.