Monday, 21 August 2023

you

 wished for yellow roses

petals dew

cold summer air

gardening and fun

she glowed in the sun,

pink was cheaper then!

.

wheels of her cycle

white shoes, white skirt

socks in style

thought of being somebody 

.

it would rain often 

orange ice creams knew joy

heart recalled no pain  

by the time winter came

.

red sweaters, long frizzy hair

yet so much in love 

it wanted you, your cold heart 

and all has been lost ever since!

Grown up

 loving you has made me more vulnerable for sometime now

it cannot be your looks or how you are

is it me, with all this passion

is it possible that i remember anything at all after all this time

is it just a agony that i haven't been able to let go

it couldn't be

I am sure it wasn't me or who i was!

so what am i holding on to

your skin?

is it that important of a thing

meaning of this has always changed

but what i have discovered lately is painful

so much so that it was never a problem

but all i think now is how to get away with anything that is stopping me from being at my zenith

afterall will i always be in delima that this could have felt better

or certain that, th

is would have!