Tuesday, 24 January 2017

Once I judged a man wrong. Once!

I am very specific when it comes to choose people I care about.
It really does not matter to me whether they care back or not.
I've never been wrong, upon judging a person wrong but once.
Judging someone is not one my favourite hobbies though but I love to do it when I am   to  give someone a place in my heart.
I have strong instinct of finding out whether I'm gonna love that person or not. It really isn't a matter whether that person is gonna like me or not or even give me a place in his heart back. He just have to be kind a person and ofcourse a person of my choice. The list  of qualities is bit weird though but that's how it is.

Sometimes I can make it out at once  that he/she is a person of my choice and I'm gonna love him/her my whole life.
I've never regreted my choice till date.
Only once I happened to have crush on this guy, who I often used to talk.
Proper attitude is the first thing I look for a person if I'm to be involved in a conversation with.
So, coming back to my wrong judgment which happened few months back. It turned out that he was not even kind to care if I was alive or dead. That much you even do to strangers if you find out that something is wrong with him/her just for sake of it.
"If that's what they say is expectations, then yes I do expect at least this much from a person that are known to me otherwise who gives a damn whether you care or not"!
It turned out that he didn't even leave me text even when we shared phone contacts that to once we were into a lot of conversation. I agree that most of the time it was me who pinged him, which was obvious as I had a crush on him since college and I never expected anything but just a bit of kindness, as I presumed he had some humanity in him which was the first reason I thought, I fell for him.
And one fine day(today), I've decided that I was completely wrong. Now I judge him as an proper, so called jerk.
Mind you, I don't even give that title too, often too. Only a few lucky one's get that from me. I have a few people I love and almost none who I hate or be jealous of. If you are among those tinni tinny number, you should be glad. I can bet on that.

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