Forgotten

With each breath that I've survived ,
from the moment you made me make you leave,
gives me vague relief.

You being there,
it was so much easier.

Only that it passed with flash of comfort,
Yet, made me forget how to  have a life without you.

Donno how long will I be able to hide myself in disguise,
Or how much will I be able endure this curse.
Life ahead of me feels so cold now.

Soon no longer will I know
who you are,
Or even forget what you ment to me,
But I'm  not sure if i'll be finding another reason for my heart to go on.
And i'll definitely try to resist,
it if not help myself redeem it.

Part of me is lost now, survival seems so burdensome.
Wondering,
Did It make any difference,
That my heart knew, this would happen.

It was so much easier,
You being there.

With each breath that I've survived ,
from the moment you made me, make you leave,
gives me a vague relief.