Everyone I know goes away in the end.

Why am I not feeling the pain,
that familiar  rush in my veins.
Why is my heart beating alright.
Why did you have to leave,
when the best was just to come.

Wanted to feel like I used to , just for the last time.
It  didn't  have to end so peacefully,
Remember,
We once used to be in each other ,  so madly.

Why am I not complaining so bad,
And not missing any of the memories we had.
Why am I not feeling the pain,
that familiar  rush in my veins.

I know,
the worst was yet come.
Still,
Wanted to screem and cry,
And make sure , it really ment to me.
Why did you take away that right from me.

Why am I not feeling the pain,
that familiar  rush in my veins.
Why is my heart beating alright?